This week I "Heart"

Big weekend of keeping myself busy! Not a great deal of sleep unfortunately...but lots of watching movies, scrapbooking, uploading photos, udating blogs/journals, doing the washing, surfing the internet...anything to keep busy and get through this weekend!

This week I "Heart":

• This girl --> We had Naomi's Hen's Night on Friday night and when KF organises a party, you know you are going to have a fantastic time. There's a reason that I love this girl so much, she's my best friend and she always knows how to make me laugh!

• Glee! Yep Still Lovin' this show the most...
• Drew Barrymore - saw Whip It! this week, she is just the coolest chick in the world! Love, love LOVE Drew Barrymore forever!
• Roller Skates --> see previous above - I want a pair but they are sooo expensive.
• Skinny Cow Chocolate Ice Cream --> 97% fat free and it don't even taste like it! Hell to the yeah!!!
• Scrapbooking Catchup - working flat out on catching up on Shimelle's LSNED class, see below for layouts from the 8th to 17th of September, 2009.

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I Hate Myself For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson

I woke up today
Woke up wide awake
In an empty bed
Staring at an empty room
I have myself to blame
For the state I'm in today
And now dying
Doesn't seem so cruel

And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you

What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved
Hope you're happy now
'Cause everytime I think of her with you
It's killing me
Inside, and
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I can't be saved
From the loneliness
Of living without you

And, oh I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you

What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you

And oh, I don't know what to do
Not sure that I'll pull through
I wish you knew

And oh, I don't know what to say
And I don't know anyway
Anymore
No, no
I hate myself for losing you (I'm seeing it all so clear)
I'm seeing it all so clear
I hate myself for losing you
What do you do when you look in the mirror
And staring at you is why he's not here?

What do you say when everything you said
Is the reason why he left you in the end?
How do you cry when every day you shout
"Don't ever bring him back again?"
I hate myself for loving you

I don't know what it is about Kelly Clarkson's songs, they always seem so relevant to me..it's sometimes scary! She may not be as cool as P!nk or Fergie, but there is always room for Kelly Clarkson on my iPod...the girl gets me!

No Air - Jordin Sparks (featuring Chris Brown)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

Oh I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

This week I "Heart"

It turned into a bit of big week this week. Well lots of little things which have turned it into biggish week. All I know is every week gets closer to that week off I have in November...

This week I "heart" in no particular order:

• Black Eyed Peas - Live in concert in the mosh pit at Rod Laver.


• My new haircut - Thanks Lisa awesome job yet again.


• PS2 Buzz! Trivia


• Homemade Bacon & Egg Pie


• Glee - love the whole cliche-ness of it all - why couldn't I have gone to that school? I'm a gleek


• This diary from Kikki K -- which I just got for Christmas, thanks Mum & Dad -- even though they don't know it yet! :)

xoxo d.

Goodbye Miss MooMoo

Why do cats like hiding out in clothes drawers?

Today we salute little Mitsy Brown-Humm who is sadly leaving us today! After battling valiantly with all sort of serious problems...turns out a damn infected tooth is what will bring the little battler down. You will be sorely missed little girl and my heart goes out to K&M today as this is not an easy thing to go through. I love you guys!

xoxo d

Day 30 - Shimelle's LSNED Class

Wednesday 30th September, 2009

It's the last day of the month and the last day of Shimelle's Learn Something New Every Day class. This month has gone by so quickly, in the blink of an eye, it has swept passed. I haven't done a great deal over the past month (the next few are going to be HUGE, all the way through to Christmas!), but looking back over my entries for this class, I feel like I have learned so much about myself. As cliche as it sounds, this is me raw and uncensored. It did take a while for me to let down my guard and release my inhibitions, but I got there eventually. The whole process has actually inspired me to continue doing this to some degree, even if is just a commitment to blog what I have learned once a week, rather than daily.

I have had an awesome time doing this class with Shimelle. So much so I immediately signed up for her Journal Your Christmas class before this class had even finished...

Which leads us to for the final time...

Today I learned that I am so going to miss Shimelle's emails in my inbox every day AND I learned that if I put my mind to it, I really can see these sorts of projects right to the end!

Farewell September and thank you Shimelle Laine!


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Day 29 - Shimelle's LSNED Class

Tuesday 29th September, 2009

A day of ups and downs today, mostly downs. I don't feel much like dragging it out on here. Lets just say that it feels horrendous when someone thinks that the really bad thing that has happened them is all your fault, when the truth is you had absolutely, truely, nothing to do with it.

Today I learned that the smartest thing I did today was to keep my mouth shut and rise above all the drama!

Grrr...it annoys me that this project is coming to an end and I am wasting the entries on negative energies!

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Day 28 - Shimelle's LSNED Class

Monday 28th September, 2009

S and I decided to start eating healthy this week as we have both been eating so much shit and are now suffering the repercussions of such actions.

It actually wasn't too hard and I am feeling so much better already. I was thinking I really need to do some sort of detox program, but the thought of going one day without caffiene would be unbearable. So we'll go baby steps for a while.

Today I learned healthy food can be nice too!

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Day 27 - Shimelle's LSNED Class

Sunday 27th September, 2009

Another weekend bites the proverbial dust and its back to work tomorrow for what I am anticipating will be another hellish week at work. One of my part timers finishes up on Tuesday, so now, instead of being scarily snowed under with work, now we will be ridonkulously busy, snowed under and short staffed. Oh the joy! Can't wait to get out of bed tomorrow morning!

As usual everytime I have more than 2 minutes alone...my thoughts run to the same person. Its my little secret...

Today I learned that I could live without you....but I really don't WANT to!

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